The Look I Recognize
Until then
it was strange
when I saw him
he was walking in the crosswalk
he wore new shoes
of a different manufacture
his socks off-white
3 day beard
throwup stain on his old flannel
under the goodwill double breasted doubleknit
he looked back
at me looking at him
through the windshield
bug splattered eyes flange
it was difficult
but he gawked as he walked
gait stiff board legs
his wine in paper
gingerly feeling the bare pavement slab
putting his feet in the saliva
twenty years ago
i was the one who sent him out:
the same man i stayed behind
and sent out more to walk
between the lines
pathetic wrecks in whose unloved
lives i don't often recognize
my face and habit
of looking back at cast off shells
on empty street corners
wary of being stared at by themselves.
Copyright © David Dwinell 2003
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